Pessimist?

Having a comeback to write on a blog is not easy. Especially, if you're stuck on times you choose not to be in.

I admit, there are more things that can make me happy. How many? Numbers could overwhelm those bad moments that make me sad. But unfortunately for me, it was never a numbers game. There are just these things that were few but I value much. But the picture is, they're on a down turn.

I'm down. Because of the things that are few, or should I see it as just one, but I value much.